Holcombe Waller first came to my attention through Shanta Thake at Joe’s Pub in New York City. It was 2006, and I was working informally with Jay Brannan, at the time best known for his role as Seth in John Cameron Mitchell’s Shortbus. Shanta invited Jay to share a bill with Holcombe at the Pub, heralding Holcombe’s arrival, if not in New York, then certainly in my life. Since that time he has become a fixture at events I have presented on two coasts: Tingel Tangel Club in San Francisco, Beyond Beyond with Justin Bond at the Trocadero in Philadelphia, Weimar New York at Pier 17 in New York, and, most recently, American PUSSY FAGGOT! Realness, also in New York. These appearances have promoted both his concerts and his theater piece, Into the Dark Unknown, which appeared in New York at the Public Theater’s Under the Radar Festival. The title from that show, and some its songs, have found their way on to Holcombe’s new album, which celebrates its CD release, at a performance loaded with very special guests, at Joe’s Pub in New York on Thursday, February 24.

Portraits of Holcombe photographed for EVB by Alicia J. Rose
'Bored of Memory' Video co-directed by Alicia J. Rose and Holcombe Waller

Earl Dax: Tell me about Into the Dark Unknown, your new album.

Holcombe Waller: It has a kind of around-the-campfire, shamanic vibe. It’s a conjuring of an introspective space where you’re steeped in melancholy but still in touch with the ephemeral, electric vitality of being alive.

Earl: Do you see it as the logical extension of your work as a singer/songwriter? Is there anything that marks a departure? Breaks new ground?

Holcombe: While Troubled Times [Waller’s previous album] was brooding, this new work feels more at ease with itself. There’s less rumbling and grit in the instrumentation. It's all lightness and air, strings, Wurlitzer and guitar. The album is almost entirely "live" in the performance of the music, with several tracks recorded in concert. Every song on the record can be played exactly as it’s arranged by me and my ensemble, The Healers. Even when I perform solo, like at Joe’s Pub, I’m able to represent the work authentically – the added intimacy with the audience becomes a character in its own right.

Earl: You recently shot a video with Penny Arcade. How did that come about?

Holcombe: I wrote the song 'Risk of Change' while I was getting to know Penny a couple years back, and I was hanging out with her a lot while I was in New York. A moment of our conversation made it's way into the lyrics of the song. I think I was feeling down and saying that I didn't know why I was trying to be a songwriter, and she was telling me I reminded her of Jeff Buckley. She said, "Jeff went to this deep dark place and then could come back and tell us all about it, and you're like that." Something to that effect. And it became a lyric in 'Risk of Change.'

I decided to shoot a video for the song in much the same way that I wrote the lyrics - traveling between Portland and New York and just pulling together images and experiences that were happening to me in that moment. I spent some time with Penny in her apartment, filming her interacting with the space, and I also filmed some friends here in Portland, including a staged "couple" with actors I've used in other videos. We're weaving these elements together into a kind of visual poem that mirrors the feeling of the lyrics.

Earl: What can people expect from the show at Joe's Pub?

Holcombe: I’m going to channel the personalities and spirits of New York that inhabit the record, and I’ve assembled a juicy clutch of guest artists to join me that reflect my love for and history with the city. I just did this in Portland - with special guests Storm Large, China Forbes of Pink Martini, and Matt Sheehy - and it felt very special, very much of-the-place and moment. My guests at Joe’s are stellar: Justin Bond, Penny Arcade, John Kelly, and Gabriel Kahane. Each will share a moment of their genius, and it’s sure to open the doors for some real extemporaneous energy. Creating a dynamic of controlled chaos let’s me enjoy an emcee-like role in addition to singer-songwriter. The emcee is a persona I invoke in my performing arts work, not to mention my upcoming music video with Miguel Gutierrez.

Earl: I love Miguel. I interviewed him for EVB as well. How did you come to work with him?

Holcombe: We’ve known of each other’s work for years and have both collaborated with Joe Goode, but we met for the first time at PUSSY FAGGOT! in January at the Delancey.

Earl: Amazing! I love hearing about PUSSY FAGGOT!’s creative love children.

Holcombe: I had just seen his performance at the American Realness Festival and it had blown my mind. I felt a real kinship for how he interacts with the audience, and I saw a melding of performer and emcee that I could connect with in my own work.
Earl: You ended up collaborating on a music video…

Holcombe: Yes, Miguel agreed to choreograph the ‘Hardliners’ video directed by Daniel Fickle. Daniel conceived of the video as a single shot following me from the bedroom to the stage. It was Miguel’s mission to collaborate with me to choreograph three “magic stagehands,” as we called them, who support me through that journey and back. His presence on camera, as on stage and in the rehearsal studio, is electric, deeply heart-centered and dramaturgically informed. It was a steep learning curve, because choreographing for a set frame is much more radically limiting than for the live stage. In the end, it became a true collaboration between myself, Miguel, the director and DP Brian McKee on steadycam, as well as a crew of 20-plus who were moving camera, lighting, and several rolling walls in one giant dance.

Earl: It sounds like you’ve got a lot of video projects going on.

Holcombe: Yeah. I have footage in the can for the 'Risk of Change' video featuring Penny Arcade, and there are a number of upcoming collaborations and concepts I’m fleshing out. I look at the video work as a new opportunity to craft a kind of treasure map to my creative vision and intent within the songwriting. The technology for video is so accessible, and the results so beautiful, I honestly can’t be stopped. Video production was the centerpiece of my art degree, after all. It’s exciting to weave that experience into what I’m doing now.
Earl: How's tricks in the love and romance department?

Holcombe: I'm deeply in love with my boyfriend Blake.

Earl: Oh, shit. You just lost half of the EVB readership!

Holcombe: [Laughs] We just moved in together a month ago. He's a gentle, kind, articulate, principled man, and he's made me feel so secure in his love for me in a way that I think has truly changed me in this moment.

Earl: How does your sexuality influence your music?

Holcombe: There is no aspect of my life that is not influenced by my sexuality, as I think is the case for all people. At this point, everything I do is informed by who I am and by my perspective and point of view. I tend to aim my crosshairs at universal themes, and I draw on my personal experiences and look for ways to connect them with the broader world. I feel really blessed, today, that I can be absolutely open, and that it's not an attribute that singularly defines me or limits my audience. The world is ready to watch, say, two boys falling in love along an epic river landscape, as we depicted in my video 'Bored of Memory,' but it’s not necessarily interpreted as a “gay video”, rather, a universal experience as eternal as the Columbia River itself.

Earl: So there’s the universal, but a lot of your songs have explicitly political themes. What do you make of the state of politics today?

Holcombe: What I’m really concerned about is the radical anti-academic right-wing movement going on in this country. When did modern Americans start feeling good bashing intellectualism openly in ways we haven't seen since McCarthyism? I think we need to work harder to market this reverence for intellectualism as worthy of praise and not derision, because the solutions to our most critical problems - be they economic, environmental or cultural - lie in progressive thought, genius planning and organizing that starts in the Universities, rather than in brute force, war, and power-jockeying born from politics and the military industrial complex. I really think we need a return of activism to the Universities, because more than ever, they need to defend themselves, even from within. The conservative forces taking history out of history books in Texas are also able to shape academia to their own dastardly agenda. All of this perspective is squarely rooted in my sexuality and my sexual identification, and honestly, it expresses itself as much in interviews like this as in my songs and performance pieces.
Earl: What's next for you?

Holcombe: My plan is to be on the road as much as possible this year, so that this album can reach new ears. I composed a minimal score for We Were Here, David Weissman’s new documentary following up his hit documentary The Cockettes. I enjoyed watching the screenings at Sundance and I’m hoping to assemble an EP of music from the film. I’m applying to the Sundance Institute’s Composers Lab - fingers crossed. I have an EP of excellent bonus tracks from Into the Dark Unknown I plan to release in the Fall, including a gorgeous song I composed to a lyric by Taylor Mac called 'Particularly in the Heartland.' I’m creating a new performance that premieres an excerpt in June at On the Boards in Seattle and will have an invitational showing at Abrons Art Center here in New York in early October. I’ve been so immersed in performance and theatrical gigs, it will be refreshing to get back on the road as a musician.

I’ve also started writing music for the next record, and it’s turning out to be a bit of a departure - more  rhythm, groove and movement than on my last couple records. I’m very excited about that. I’m evolving beyond the confessional-catharsis writing style into more pop-inspired invocations. Music designed for dancing, fucking, being with friends - not alone on your iPod. I want to rock out a little bit. I think everyone’s gonna dig my upbeat re-arrangement of the until-now-deeply-melancholy song 'Literally the End of the World.'

That’s just where I’m at. Can I get a witness?

Caden Manson and Jemma Nelson (above) are the driving force behind Big Art Group. The multimedia theater company celebrates its ten-year anniversary with a takeover of Abrons Arts Center for four nights, April 15-18. The collaborators and life partners took a break from their busy rehearsal schedule to chat with independent producer and curator Earl Dax, who will also host the group’s opening night party in conjunction with PUSSY FAGGOT! at The Delancey this Thursday, April 15.

Portraits of Big Art Group photographed for EVB by Matthu Placek

Earl Dax: Before we begin the actual interview, tell us what can people expect from the Big Art Group ‘takeover’ at Abrons Arts Center?

Caden Manson: We started Big Art Group in August 1999. That’s our official birth date, so we’re at the end of our tenth year. I’ve known Jay [Wegman, Artistic Director of Abrons Arts Center] for a while, and I wanted to do something big with him. We thought it would be great if we took over all three of his performance spaces and did something on past, present and future. The Sleep is the present. It’s the New York premiere of the work. Fleshtone in the playhouse is the future because it’s a fully produced preview of the work. We usually take about a year to make work, and then we show it, then go back into rehearsals. Actually our work is never finished until it doesn’t get performed anymore. There’s a lot of radical shifting in the first year, year and a half of the work, so we’re showing Fleshtone mid-way in its development. For the past we made two different four-channel installations based on existing work. One of them is The Imitation. The other one features the animals from S.O.S. I took them out in all that gear into Greenpoint along the waterfront, and I shot all scenes from the animals and made a small 20-minute movie. Those installations will be going in rep. They’re free, and they’re running all the time.

Earl Dax: In doing some preparatory research for this interview, I came across this passage in a review of your show S.O.S. by San Francisco-based performance artist Keith Hennessy, and I’d like to get your response:

“Is Big Art Group the Dada provocateurs of our time: meaningless art to confront meaningless spasms and twitters of unending war and capital accumulation? Why don't I love it the way I love the Dada of 1916? Half my friends thought that S.O.S. constructed a brilliant and empty spectacle about the brilliance and emptiness of the capitalist spectacle. How brilliant! How empty! The rest acted like they’d snorted poppers and ran naked into a summer rain, smiling widely.”

Caden Manson: Jemma and I were talking about the way that people perceive our work, the way we talk about our work the way we understand our work, and I've come to a realization that our work - I've always said our work is queer, we're queer, but I didn't know that the core values of it are queer, things that are... not like 'gay,' not like pride week... it's more radically queer than that. It's in the idea that the work has to be read. It's not really watched, it's read. And there is all this coding. You can read the code or you can watch the show. You have this option, and if you're reading the code you get a different experience than if you're watching the show. And when you watch the show the work plays with you, and it really subverts your expectations because we're working with all these signs and symbols of capitalist culture, and also representation, and we're queering them. I think that's how different people respond to the work. Some people who can't deal with queer identity are completely repelled by the work. They don't like that we're twisting the values, that we're twisting the meanings. We're talking about presentation, we're talking about realness. You know what I mean? In S.O.S. we're screaming realness all the time, and we're talking about this presentation of self, and how some people don't even question the fact that they're presenting themselves because they're part of the hegemony. That, sometimes, can make people very uncomfortable.
Jemma Nelson: The work also asks the audience member to take an active position in terms of how they're watching it and what decisions they're making, and I think that some people from maybe a more conservative background, or a more conservative aesthetic background, want a moral delivery, a moral outlook, and our work is questioning about moral standards and what the outlook should be. I think it's interesting to say that we're talking about consumer culture and we're talking about the dominant economies of our times and images and transactions and people's relationships and then say, "Well, that's meaningless."

Caden: We're programmed to think that.

Jemma: We're programmed to think that's disposable. If you believe that's meaningless that's a statement in itself.

Caden: It's a really dangerous thing to say. As Americans, we are voracious image eaters. Images are a main tool for communication, more so than the word, and we can't get enough of them, and at the same time our culture is telling us that images are meaningless, but there is a reason why... and then we eat them. We eat them and throw them away and don't think about them which is really dangerous. Because there's power in all of that. There's a real kind of power to feeding people images, and then saying they're garbage. Don't pay attention, because then we're being programmed. Our work is very much about short-circuiting this programming inside audiences' minds and really confusing them with their sort of perceived values which I find is radically queer.

Earl: In a generation raised on MTV, accustomed to a barrage of images, does your work run the risk of being lumped in with the spectacle?

Jemma: I would love that. I would love if we occupied that kind of cultural space because I think that then once people picked beneath the cover and looked underneath they'd be like "Oooh!" No, I don't think we run that risk. I think the work is too challenging. I think that part of that challenge is because it's live, because it's a theatrical event that is experienced, so there's that basic subversion. We're talking about televisual culture. We're talking about film culture, but you're seeing how it's constructed. You're seeing the pretty side of it, and you're seeing the ugly side of it. I think that forces you as a viewer to take account of that information, and what it is, and the power in that.

Earl: If you were to give a handy guide to ‘reading’ a Big Art Group piece what would it say?

Caden: I would just say "I'm from Texas, and my dad was an oilfield worker and he said, 'Believe none of what you hear and only half of what you see.'"

Jemma: Watch the hair. There’s always a story in the hair. [both laugh]

Caden: The only signifier of character is usually the wig and the shirt. The body is constantly morphing.

Earl: How did Big Art Group begin?

Caden: I had been living in New York for four years, and I had gone away and come back. I wasn't making any work at that time. Jemma and I were already together, and I was assisting directors. Then my mom died, and I thought "Why I am I assisting other directors? Why don't I just start a company?" So I started the company. Jemma and I did that together... and also with Justin Bond. He was in the first show.

Jemma: [with a gently mocking tone] I was in a legendary downtown band called "Tinkle." It played Meow Mix. We had our one early opening moment at Squeezebox.

Caden: We just began to make work, and one of the defining organizational structures was that of a circle erased at intervals so it becomes a dotted line. It would be an organization with lots of entrances and exits - lots of ports, lots of holes to be filled... so that the company could come in and out of it. Because everyone's lives - especially in this sort of experimental work - everyone, their lives are very complicated. No one is living off of their art, so we wanted to make a porous organization. We wanted to have a group of people that we were always working with, even if those people were moving in and out. That's why sometimes you see an actor in one show, and then in the next show there's no actor - because they had to go away and do things they needed to do, and then in the next show the actor is there again.

Jemma: In terms of early collaborators, Justin Bond was in our first show. I had met Justin out in San Francisco actually. I was working at a very early gay quarterly called Outlook magazine. It was a fantastic journal that had queer writing and stories about the queer community before there was Out and before there was national gay media. I knew him from those days, and we both moved to New York around the same time. We were friends, and we were doing Squeezebox together at the same time he was launching Kiki and Herb. He has come and gone in several productions - he's always around to consult.

That's one of the things that we love about New York and why we want to be here because there's this fantastic community of artists. There's this informal community of downtown performers with people constantly doing their thing and sometimes a performance is just someone walking down the street. That's something that we constantly draw inspiration from and draw talent from.
Caden: Over the last ten years we've been invited to move to Europe many times, but we can't make our work in Europe. We made Deadset II in Europe, and I hated it. It didn't work. It didn't have that...

Jemma: It didn't have the urgency.

Caden: It didn't have the bile and the mucous and the excrement of New York. You don't have this kind of seething American-ness that our work draws from, and you don't have that constraint of “I've got to haul all this shit out of this room and pile it into my car and go store it someplace because I only have this place for two days.” It's really a pressure-cooker. I have to give a shout out to Abrons Arts Center because Abrons is amazing. Jay [Wegman] is amazing… that he could give us this space to work in, and he's so supportive. The work that's going on here is just - it's phenomenal. Just thinking about the artists who have come through this space in the last year, it's mind-boggling. No other space is like it, and it's also still so underground... which is maybe a good thing, maybe a bad thing.

Earl: In terms of the queerness of New York and your own backgrounds, what do you draw from?

Jemma: Now we're very much making work about American situations. New York has a unique perspective on America. There's a - well, perhaps it's not so true anymore, but there used to be this feeling that you were removed from mid-America. Do you think that's still true?

Caden: I think people escape America and come to New York. I know I did. I escaped Texas. It's not escape from New York, it's escape to New York. Even though everyone has their issues with New York - anyone who has been here longer than 45 minutes - but you're still escaping to New York. At some point maybe you escape from New York, but for a long time you're escaping to it.

Earl: Could you tell me about your 'actions?' How did those come about?

Caden: We are always working in different ways. S.O.S. was very much about celebration. We were coming out of the Bush years, but we were coming out of the Bush years to what? That's a lot of this idea of nothingness and wishing to go to a clean slate but how dangerous the idea of a clean slate is. That work is about that, so in rehearsing the pieces we began to do a thing called 'actions' which was, literally, we threw a party and invited our friends who are performers to come and perform at the party. For a month we did that.

Jemma: We were rehearsing text...

Caden: We were rehearsing in the context of a party. It was weird because it just kind of blew up. There isn't a lot of that kind of performance, party, bar, dancing, DJ thing going on. You're doing it and have been doing it, but where else is that happening? It was very lighthearted. It wasn't thematic. It was political. It was, "I’m performing for you, in this space which isn't quite legal and is highly flammable." And cheap." I think we were doing like, a five dollar donation at the door. We just wanted to have party and rehearse and rehearse in the context of the people we admire and that inspire us. It sort of blew up, and then when we were touring the presenters were like, "Can you do that party thing?" We were also working with SPANK at the time. I had never done that, and I had wanted to. I admire so many people in nightlife, so we did that for about two years. Once they started doing 'actions', we changed.

I had been wanting to do this Cinema Fury thing which we did at [New York City's] New Museum, which is like a mash-up of all of our old work and what we're currently working on. It was kind of like a continuation of the 'actions', but not really. It was more of an installation thing.

Earl: Why do you think that that is less prevalent today that it was, say, back in the days of MUDD Club - this mix of DJs, performance, video installation, a mix of high art and low art...?

Jemma: There's a commercial pressure, but I think it's also the responsibility of artists to keep themselves open. That's one of the great things I admire about Deborah Harry. She would come down and perform at Squeezebox. She would just get in there and perform with everyone. Why aren't more artists doing that?

Earl: That's what I love about Justin Bond, too. He'll perform at The Cock and then two weeks later be at Carnegie Hall. I don't think there are many artists who are willing to do that. They think they'll tarnish their image.

Caden: That's why Justin is radical. Really. He doesn't give a shit.

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Miguel Gutierrez is a Bessie-winning dancer and choreographer whose most recent show Miguel Gutierrez and the Powerful People: Last Meadow enjoyed a critically acclaimed East Coast premiere at Dance Theater Workshop (DTW) in the Fall and returns to Abrons Arts Center for three performances beginning January 8 as part of American Realness: A Festival or Contemporary Performance. Gutierrez conceived, choreographed and performs in the piece along with long-time collaborator Michelle Boulé and Tarek Halaby. Recently he sat down at a cafe in the East Village to talk with independent curator and producer Earl Dax. Highlights of their conversation follow.

Portraits of Miguel and Last Meadow photographed for EVB by Ves Pitts

Earl Dax: The three dancer/performers in Last Meadow inhabit a cinematic world inspired by the three films of James Dean: Rebel Without a Cause, East of Eden and Giant. You've said that you were drawn to Dean, in part, because of the hyper-conscious awareness the actor had of his own iconography and how he intentionally played with it. Can you elaborate?

Miguel Gutierrez: I had all these ideas of working with misrepresentation... the idea of dance as an esoteric language being its strength rather than it's curse (which is often what it's cited as), and I was also intrigued by the way that people create mythologies around identity and nationhood. Then I went to borrow a friend's copy of East of Eden, and it was a two disc set. The movie was missing, so I just watched the special features. They had all these wardrobe tests that were like these silent movies, and I really got sucked into that and fascinated by James Dean in all that. I kind of just went with it and watched all those movies. It seemed like an interesting thing to follow. He only made three movies. There's three of us. The three movies are love triangles. This idea that he's like a perpetual child. This idea that he's this moment between a certain kind of acting and another kind of acting. This way in which he's queer in his own kind of weird way. Super slouchy and feminine in a way. All these things were evocative of a certain interpretation I had thought about.

ED: You dropped out of Brown University, moved to San Francisco and got involved with Queer Nation for a year before dancing with Joe Goode. What impact does your activist background have on your work?

MG: I think that doing all that activist stuff was really extraordinary because it instantly gave me this relationship to the idea of the body as potentially dangerous and also filled with feeling and expression and also agency. I think that whenever you've spent any time of your life doing work for something that's about being on that "fringe," and then when you realize that being put on the fringe is just a, it's just a power dynamic that society enacts upon you. You see how everything about everything becomes questioned. To say that I work in this weird experimental form of contemporary dance... Yeah, sure, maybe some people think it's weird, but for me I think Stomp is weird or I think Shrek, the Musical is disappointing. Or for that matter ballet, something that is often considered the avatar, the paragon of what dance is supposed to be, and I look at it and think those poor women, they're so skinny and why do they have to be in those strange heterosexual relationships onstage? The politic is infused in so many ways, and in my own work where I feel like the politic is imbued into the body because it's a very ferocious body. It's a very hyper-present body. It's a body that's turbulent. It's a body that both has a lot of belief and has a lot of doubt. It's a body that's very semaphoric and obvious at times and then it’s also a body that deals with these subtle, almost non-action actions. That to me is a total expression of politics.

ED: Given your medium is dance, it's not surprising to find you discussing your work in terms of "the body," yet it's a topic that seems more central to the discussion of contemporary dance. Certainly it's a topic that many of the other performers in American Realness are dealing with.

MG: I think that the bodies in the work that I do are unavoidable, and there's a kind of forcefulness about that unavoidability which is a total extension of being a protest body. I think it's a little more nuanced now, and I'm a little more... I'm not interested in creating divisions in the way that I think... There was a moment with my experience with protest "I'm on this side. You're on that side." I don't want that. That's not my interest anymore, and I think that's why art-making is a cool place to be because it's that weird in between or extra-rational place where things can be multiple and multiple things can be true. Unfortunately, I think when you're doing activist stuff you kind of have to believe one thing because it's the only way to get things done, and it's effective. And there's a right time for that, but I'm way too doubtful all the time and skeptical to live in that way of being.

ED: Certainly there’s a lot of questioning in your work. In Last Meadow you’re exploring - among other things - iconography, heroism, myth-making, and you’ve talked about these things in relation to your work at a dancer and choreographer. What’s the relationship here?

MG: I don't know that I subscribe to this hero worship thing, and that's a doubt that infuses the work that I make. That's the thing that I think about as I make work and as I continue to make work transitioning from a person who's not known to a person who is more known. I don't want to fall prey to believing my own myths, but it's hard because part of the equation of longevity in this field is the ability to be branded as something. "That's the person that does this thing," and everyone can say it, and it's cool, and it's this thing. Well what if you're not that? What if you're someone who makes something different each time or is unsure? [gasps] Oh, that's so scary! I think that's one of the gifts that I got from working with John Jaspers. He is a skeptical artist. He's not enamored of his own ideas - almost to a fault. I thought that was really powerful, and actually an incredible gift to witness. Here's this person who's not sure. We have these myths of the artist being, like, "It's this way!" Instead of it being the person pulling their hair out going, "I don't know. Maybe this sucks." I'm often really inspired by those kinds of people which are not the ones that history books get written about.

ED: American Realness tackles this head on with a mission to draw attention to choreographers who are making work outside of the primary traditions of American dance and performance. The festival website quotes Michael Kaiser’s "Why I Worry About Modern Dance?”

MG: Did you read that piece? It was like "Where are the Merce Cunninghams? Where are the Martha Grahams..." bemoaning the death of modernist mommies and daddies, and I'm just like, "Dude!?! Open your fucking eyes!" There are artists everywhere making work in all kinds of ways. I adore Merce Cunningham, God bless his heart, but he was not a beloved artist everywhere. I saw him perform at ADF, and people walked out because the music was too fucking loud. So where are the presenters who are willing to present work that people aren't going to like? Like if you want to sit here and bemoan the death of modern dance, well, you know what, take a fucking risk! Cunningham Company, they drove around in a van for ten fucking years. The man did not spring from the head of Medusa crowned the modernist master. These mythologies are so powerful they're difficult to break.